So, the last couple of days have been spent at Outdoor Education camp. I was expecting it to be a not-so-fun waste of money and time. And well, I am exhausted, can't type a coherent word (let alone sentence) to save myself, am covered in filth and burnt to a crisp, but it was a lot of fun. May have almost been worth it. Stand out points (be it for positive or negative):
- Having to haul myself up 5km of steep, rocky mountain every day. So. Not. Fun. I almost died, and my poor little knees did die. I had to strap them up so they wouldn't literally fall apart. I can't wait for reconstructive surgery.
- Caving. My God. I love caving with a passion. I have developed an affinity for small spaces, and I have always loved clambering over huge piles of rock. Caving was just amazing. Crawling through tunnels, sliding my way down dark, muddy paths, sitting in awe in darkly lit chambers that you can't see the roof of... At one point, when we were very deep underground, our instructor made us turn off all of our lights and sit in absolute silence. The darkness... wow. I have never, ever been in such complete darkness before. I was like I had no eyes at all. I had my hands so close to my face that I was brushing my eyelashes with my fingers, and I couldn't tell any difference between that and having my hands in my lap. The silence was amazing, too - it felt like my ears were being compressed with the sheer density of the silence.
- Abseiling. Getting up there KILLED ME. I am waaay too unfit, and so reaching the top of a 40m cliff was most definitely not fun. And well, abseiling was always going to be interesting. Remember my affinity for small, enclosed spaces? Well, I was FREAKING TERRIFIED of abseiling. I went into full on panic attack mode, hyperventilating, crying, shaking etc. I had to laugh afterwards, though:
Me: Fuck fuck fuck oh my god oh my god fuck fuck fuck...
Instructor: ... *looks around for help* Just... just... uh... calm down, Jade. Calm down.
Me: I'M SCARED!!!!!
Instructor: It'll be fine, Jade. Just calm down and walk backwards over the edge of the cliff.
... yeah, real great advice there ^_^
Eventually I got over my panic attacks and did my abseiling on a few different cliffs. It didn't end up being too hard (except on one wall where I smacked into an overhang and got massive bruises all over my shins. Not to mention huge lumps.) God, I know why they call it abseiling, though - my stomach muscles are so sore now XD
- Centimetre-thick foam sleeping mats. Most definitely not fun. I have a lot of back/pelvis damage that comes along with all the damage to my knees, and my god that was painful.
- Camp fire. It gets very cold in Wee Jasper at night, so the camp fire was awesome. Not to mention, thanks to the wonderfully lax supervision from Droz (our teacher), I got to play pyromaniac to my heart's content.
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Lord of the Rings-style stone bridge, narrow thing with huge drops either side. Very very scary to walk across, but I felt like Frodo, especially with Sam lumbering in front of me bellowing, "You shall not pass!"
- Falling asleep in the cave. This was actually pretty cool. At one point my knee was so swollen and screwed that the instructor decided to leave me with the bags in one of the bigger chambers while my classmates went crawling through some crevices. My torch died though, so I was left sitting in complete darkness once more. I lay down on a curved rock... and next thing you know, I was asleep in the cave. Much more comfortable than the foam mats. I really, really love caves.
So, camp was good. Tomorrow I'm off to Melbourne until sunday for the
Tournament of Minds Australasian-Pacific finals! I am so. Frigging. Excited. We're going to get completely thrashed by all the other states and countries, but that's no big deal. The main thing is that I made it there in my last year of TOMS, and that I'm damn well going to make the most of it!!!
The net is about to turn off, so I'll stop rambling now. I shall talk to most of you either tomorrow morning or when I get back on Sunday/Monday! Wish me luck :)
xx Jade